… I find that I’m not tired enough to sleep, but I’m also too tired to do anything – so I stare.
I stare at the ceiling. I stare at the light fixture over my bed. I stare outside the window.
I’m not in deep thought nor have any lingering thoughts.
I just feel insanely exhausted and overwhelmed – but WAIT I haven’t done anything!
Fuck. Will I ever want to not stare? Will I ever have the energy to do more than stare?
They say grief is exhausting and takes up a lot of room in your mind.
I guess I’ll continue to stare till there is more room …
Miss you Loey with every inch of my soul 💕 #loeyslegacy